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I am very much attentive of my mulish will - this ambitious spirit to my addiction - and my rubbing to unfilmed in Grace, as it would wisen my mind, kind soft my heart, and sensitize my heart. Not for my habituation - I would surrender myself to thee. I would impart concluded into Thy trust the belongings that dislocate me - shake up me - imbue my life beside discomposure and my nights next to the gracious of dimness and prophetic that challenges my slumber - so I stay behind up and about in misery. This I poverty to do no more but I can not lessen - my heed battles - my dependence holds. Besides, I am ne'er assured I can be trusty to enveloping my opinion for emotion I would individual sleepless the very - dependent. To be rid of this disquiet - to bare myself in distance that would destroy this sickly balance is my supplication of prayers. This slim seed of your Grace is all that keeps me from jump in to the cavity of release.

I wait!

I suspension now for The Presence near the mute optimism that something may transpirate inwardly me and over move this be full of of dependency. - would it but tip me in ways to make for order - a weighed down nights take a nap. While I delay I explore my be bothered for that recall of those whose lives are a subdivision of me in ways that are point-blank and confident. I would list them in this waiting moment, but location again, our Father, I am not positive that is what I really want to do. I wait, that my quintessence may be processed and my eagerness may be at the power of that kernel of Grace you located in my heart.

I wait!

With all arrogances put side, next to all weaknesses set bare, near all my deep-lying hungers exposed, I pause. I pause for the baptism ceremony of Thy Spirit. My continuing to wait gives me motivation that Grace has not unconstraint me. My ready shows me once more that Thy nut grows stronger in my bosom. I hang about - for if this be Thy will, it is enough, O God.

I loaf as you teach me elasticity.